I have until 6:45ish to have a phone before I'm set apart as a missionary and my life quite literally changes forever.
And I've been waiting for this and waiting for this and looking forward to this and waiting for this and maybe it's because I hardly slept last night but there are so many emotions bundled up inside me and I don't know why and I'm so much more scared about this than I thought I would be and I know it'll be fine because of course it will be but it's all the unknown it's all new and challenging and life is only gonna get faster, yknow? And I was deleting pictures off my phone and I just lost it. All of my memories from months and looking at me laughing with friends who don't talk to me anymore in places I love and can't go back to yet. Change is exciting, but it's scary. It hurts, I think. I don't know. I might forget I have this blog by the time I get back in 18 months. What's gonna happen?
something new.
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