today

today. I woke up before the sun and wore jeans for the first time in weeks. I forgot to brush my teeth.

School is like one of those giant cages for lots of birds. Aviaries? Yeah, so school is like this giant aviary with all these birds flapping around and no one knows how to get out. We're all running into the windows hoping to find some escape to everything, but no one ever does because that's the way life works. You keep banging your head against the glass until you die, and then some other stupid bird replaces you. Life is the only game everyone loses.

My chest does this great thing sometimes where is decides to get really tight and not let me breathe, and I'm not yet sure if planning out when I can go to the bathroom to have a panic attack is responsible of me or unhealthy. It doesn't really matter, but sometimes I think about it.

If I write something on this blog everyday I might connect the dots of my life and sew something coherent with the broken threads.

How poetic, kate. Shut up.