I have absolutely no motivation to do anything, but I will continue doing everything because life doesn't exactly give you options. It's sort of a "do it or leave" situation, and I'm not in the mood for suicide so I'm gonna have to "do it".
I feel like a spiderweb, all thin and stretched out too far. Tethered between things that should matter to me, but don't. I'm getting wispy and tangled; I'm weighed down by so many water droplets sliding between the different strands in my life and collecting in the center of my torso. But all the while I'm also somewhere above me, watching it all play out, watching this spiderweb spin herself into oblivion. I wish I could help her, but in her foggy state she has decided to decline assistance.
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