My titles are starting to sound like this is some sort of daily blog situation where I keep you updated with every insignificant detail in my life. Maybe not. I have no idea.
Anyway, so the A key keeps not working right and I'm irritated a bit because the keyboard was just fixed what the heck. Naturally, I have an obscene amount of homework but I'm here instead. I went to see a play at Martin last night and it didn't super blow me away. It's a competition piece, so I was worried it would psych me out before saturday because their play is so much better than ours or something. But I feel pretty fine. It didn't stun me, yknow? It was really screamy and angry mostly the entire time. There wasn't a lot of build because they started so loud and high strung that they didn't have anywhere to go really. I didn't feel any love between the characters, and I didn't really care about the characters at all. I dunno, maybe they'll fix it by saturday, but as it stands I feel like we're more or less on par with them.
This guy's rebound was there. She's not cute in person at all, and I cold shouldered him when he tried to talk to me. After it all I saw that he changed his avi on twitter to a selfie of the both of them, and she's on his snap story a lot still. He can do what he wants, man. I know it sounds like I'm still into him because like, I'm still talking about it, but I promise I'm not into him. He just worked his way into my life this year and I like knowing what's going on. It hasn't even been a month since he ended things with me, and I think it's gonna take me a bit longer to fully stop caring about the things he does. I would love to be his friend and still talk to him, but his weird manipulative and toxic behaviour makes that pretty difficult. Our parting of ways is for the best. And I feel much better having seen them both in person. I doubt she even knows I exist, even though her probably-almost-boyfriend was obsessed with me for ages. Whoops. Life comes at ya fast.
I have neglected so much homework. So much freaking homework. We've had marathon days for monday and tuesday, which means we performed our one act play for every class period for two days, and teachers were allowed to bring their classes to watch it. I haven't gone to class, and today I think I definitely failed a math test. I'm slipping. I care about theatre too much, I don't sleep enough, and I hardly ever get my homework done until after the deadline. It's disappointing. I'm disappointing. I should be better at managing my time, at getting things done even if I don't care about them, at not generally just sucking at everything. Gracious, I hate it. I wish I were better and I don't know how to fix it.
I gotta do homework, pal. Like, all of it. Spring break is coming and I have so much due today and tomorrow. Yikes.
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